dreamwork

field notes from the subconscious interior

woman rows a boat through a sea of flames

Not My Dream

The Dream

My son,
on fire.

I ran,
threw a blanket,
pushed him
to the floor.

I soaked
his body
in cold
water,

over
and over
again.

I didn’t
scream.

I didn’t
panic.

I just knew
what I needed
to
do.

The Meaning

Crisis overrides emotion.
No time to feel—only to act.

What Lingers…

What if, in a crisis, emotion is an unaffordable indulgence?

What if real strength moves silently—and without ceremony?


Marginalia

My elderly dad has fallen and is still in recovery.
I don’t think this dream belongs to me—I think it belongs to my mother.

I asked her how she feels,
but she always puts Dad’s needs first.

Now I understand why.