dreamwork

field notes from the subconscious interior

trapped and held

Trapped and Held

The Dream

I miss 
the ball.

I peer
over

stone hand 
keeps it

from the
sea spew.

I point, 
they climb

Down

to save it. 

The cliff,
I face. 

A rope, 
I climb.

Too short,
I slide. 

More rock,
less steep.

Too smooth,
I cry.

Panicked,
I call. 

She 
reassures.

I am…
I’m scared.

My eyes 
shut tight.

The Meaning

the ball
Something goes wrong. I instinctively become responsible.

the stone hand
I fear loss, but the problem is held.

rescue
In my attempt to rescue, it’s now me who needs saving.

the rope
Solving the problem myself can only take me so far.

fear
I stop pretending I can do it all myself, and I admit, I’m trapped and scared.

help
Support will come. But knowing I’ll be OK and feeling safe are not the same.

What Lingers…

What happens when rescuing creates its own danger?

What if reassurance can be true but safety needs to be felt?


Marginalia